Lana’s guitar strums cradle me softly to sleep,
like they did in the summer of 2012,
when I first believed in love stories we whispered in the dark.
You on the West Coast — Eugene, under soft Oregon skies.
Me, beneath the humming streets of New York,
two hearts stretched across time zones,
woven together by hope, by youth, by something unnamed.
I used to picture us:
standing on windswept beaches,
my hand gripping my sunhat as the wind tried to pull me from you,
into the cold blue of the ocean —
but I always imagined you’d hold me steady.
I promised I’d visit your hometown one day —
even now, older, part of me still believes.
Our little story never really faded,
just settled like dust on old vinyl.
But here I am, whispering my goodbyes
as the sun fades toward noon,
and Lana strums Brooklyn Baby for me one last time.
Da da da da da — yeah yeah yeah —
her chords hum what words can’t.
I know you loved me.
I did too.
I wished it could’ve been forever,
not just a moment caught between coasts.
But I loved you,
even as your secret.
Goodbye, amor.


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