A lost soldier once told me,
“Don’t let anyone break your heart.”
He meant it—
and I, a little boy, believed him.
He said, when he left for Poland,
that he’d find me—again and again.
I didn’t know that would be
the last town I’d ever see him.
All I hear are church bells
ringing for me. At the altar,
I prayed and prayed for a sign—
a sign from God to live free.
I walk by the camp and think of him.
Each time I return,
I retrace every thought carefully—
back to when love found me.
The more I think of him,
the more he sets me free.
And to think—the life we could have lived…
All my dreams mean nothing without him.
But why? As children, we don’t know what love is.
Was it his torment?
His frail mind?
Or was he simply lost?
I believe in God.
And his presence in my timeline
must mean something greater—
a past life, maybe.
You know, I used to write him letters,
hoping one day he’d write back.
And when I die, I’ll carry those letters with me.
If I return—
I’ll let you know how it went.
Strangely, a man passed behind the wooden club
on my last night at camp.
It was a small place,
where I danced with him once.
And there, under the grass,
I found a letter.
It said:
“Life meant nothing without you…
And I will find you again and again, my prince.”
And in that moment,
I did nothing.


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